Okay so I know I only post about sad things(that's because this is my stress reliever so don't hate) but this is going to be better than what I normally post.
So my boyfriend went to Columbia yesterday for MEPS(military entry processing station). Basically he took some tests for the military and swore in. So yayyyy! He got in!! I'm so freaking proud of him like he doesn't even understand. He has been wanting this since before I met him. The military was being so slow but he was patient and determined to go through with he goal and god he is so unexplainable-incredibly-amazing. I'm going to be super duper sad when he leaves for basic on the 21st. He will be gone for 3 1/2 months so he will miss my prom and graduation which is kind of saddening but I'm going to do my best to look on the bright side of things. For example: My best friend's boyfriend is in Germany so we will be each other's prom dates and we can talk to each other about long distance. Granted I won't actually be able to talk to Josh while he's gone.... ugh oh well. I'll get over it. Also, I went skeet shooting with some friends that I haven't seen in a long while last weekend and we will start doing that once a month. I have two very hard high school classes this semester along with a college class however I'm determined to not let them kick my butt. I also am pretty interested in the subjects. It's Spanish 4 and Anatomy/Physiology for my high school credits and English 102 for college. I'm doing extremely extremly well in Anatomy/Physiology. We literally, with no exaggeration, have a quiz everyday and a test once a week. I've made an A or B on every quiz and an A on every test. Spanish is a different story that will not be discussed at the moment because we only had one grade and she counted off for spelling..... but I'm determined gosh darnit!!!! I will make an A! My English class has our first essay on a reading due the day after my birthday so I'm hoping to do most of it tomorrow morning and the rest of this week so I can have fun on my birthday weekend. Speaking of my birthday I'm getting my tattoo for Uma that day. T-MINUS 8 DAYS! I'm not even excited about my birthday other than the fact that I'm getting this tattoo for my lovely Uma that day. Basically I'm just going to fill my schedule up for the next four months with school, work, friends, and horses. I'm hoping I'll have more time to ride. I'm starting to not care whether I ride or not because I just really wish I had Uma back. But also I guess I'm trying not to get more attached to Juliet. I really do love her. She is such a great horse and partner. So willing to try and sweet and gentle. Nothing like Uma. Nothing like I would have expected a mare to be. Nothing I would have expected to like let alone start to love espiecailly not after having a partner who was the complete opposite of my last. I'll never loose my love of horses but loosing Uma defititly drained my love of riding. Which saddens me. I'm hoping that I can start taking more days off work and ride one or more horses on my days off. I'm not looking forward to Josh leaving but I know it will give me some opportunities to do some things that I didn't have time to do before. I'm also going to try and stay happy and positive when he is gone. Which is goin to be hard I will admit. He has become my new best friend in a different way than my actual best friend. There's a different connection with a lover than a best friend. I can't explain it. Okay. Sorry for my rant. I was just kind of spewing what came to my mind on paper. Thanks for reading guys! I know I suck at updating. Maybe him being gone will arise interesting adventures and story's to write about.
So my boyfriend went to Columbia yesterday for MEPS(military entry processing station). Basically he took some tests for the military and swore in. So yayyyy! He got in!! I'm so freaking proud of him like he doesn't even understand. He has been wanting this since before I met him. The military was being so slow but he was patient and determined to go through with he goal and god he is so unexplainable-incredibly-amazing. I'm going to be super duper sad when he leaves for basic on the 21st. He will be gone for 3 1/2 months so he will miss my prom and graduation which is kind of saddening but I'm going to do my best to look on the bright side of things. For example: My best friend's boyfriend is in Germany so we will be each other's prom dates and we can talk to each other about long distance. Granted I won't actually be able to talk to Josh while he's gone.... ugh oh well. I'll get over it. Also, I went skeet shooting with some friends that I haven't seen in a long while last weekend and we will start doing that once a month. I have two very hard high school classes this semester along with a college class however I'm determined to not let them kick my butt. I also am pretty interested in the subjects. It's Spanish 4 and Anatomy/Physiology for my high school credits and English 102 for college. I'm doing extremely extremly well in Anatomy/Physiology. We literally, with no exaggeration, have a quiz everyday and a test once a week. I've made an A or B on every quiz and an A on every test. Spanish is a different story that will not be discussed at the moment because we only had one grade and she counted off for spelling..... but I'm determined gosh darnit!!!! I will make an A! My English class has our first essay on a reading due the day after my birthday so I'm hoping to do most of it tomorrow morning and the rest of this week so I can have fun on my birthday weekend. Speaking of my birthday I'm getting my tattoo for Uma that day. T-MINUS 8 DAYS! I'm not even excited about my birthday other than the fact that I'm getting this tattoo for my lovely Uma that day. Basically I'm just going to fill my schedule up for the next four months with school, work, friends, and horses. I'm hoping I'll have more time to ride. I'm starting to not care whether I ride or not because I just really wish I had Uma back. But also I guess I'm trying not to get more attached to Juliet. I really do love her. She is such a great horse and partner. So willing to try and sweet and gentle. Nothing like Uma. Nothing like I would have expected a mare to be. Nothing I would have expected to like let alone start to love espiecailly not after having a partner who was the complete opposite of my last. I'll never loose my love of horses but loosing Uma defititly drained my love of riding. Which saddens me. I'm hoping that I can start taking more days off work and ride one or more horses on my days off. I'm not looking forward to Josh leaving but I know it will give me some opportunities to do some things that I didn't have time to do before. I'm also going to try and stay happy and positive when he is gone. Which is goin to be hard I will admit. He has become my new best friend in a different way than my actual best friend. There's a different connection with a lover than a best friend. I can't explain it. Okay. Sorry for my rant. I was just kind of spewing what came to my mind on paper. Thanks for reading guys! I know I suck at updating. Maybe him being gone will arise interesting adventures and story's to write about.
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