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1. Many people are hypocrites
2. I clipped Juliet
3. She is moving and jumping fantabulous
4. I'm riding her in a hackamore now
5. We have a show Saturday 
6. I'm also cross country school Saturday 
7. I fell off today because we did a hard rollback to an oxer and I held her back instead of letting her take her distance so she jumped it like a deer and like four feet in the air. So I kinda just slid off.
8. I'm 2,000 words into my 3,000 page essay due in 3 weeks which is awesome because I'm ahead of the game 😁
9. I have been off my depression meds for almost 3 weeks
10. I have a wedding to go to Sunday and I'm bringing Josh and Katherine
11. I'm sitting in an empty tub while I type this.
12. Fun tip for my readers-People who are bitter won't achieve anything because they spend their time being hateful towards someone when in reality they are truly upset with themselves. 
13. People can hate me and what I do, act, or say all day long. I've grown out of my stage of trying to be besties with everyone. If it doesn't work then fine. Oh well. I move on with my life. I won't be mad or try to avoid you. If you think so then you are more than incorrect and I would even say narsasstic. I am a busy human being with an actual life. I'm a senior in high school who has high school classes, college classes which means constant papers, I'm in NHS so I have monthly meetings and volunteer hours and grade point average I must have to meet the NHS criteria, I'm on the board of directors of a holiday Christmas show, I work two jobs(2 days at the barn and 4 at Cracker Barrel) I have to ride my horse, I have riding lessons, I have the occasional horse shows or clinics, I have therapy appointments every week and a half, I have a boyfriend who is leaving for the army soon(so yes, excuse me if I'd like to spend as much time with him as I can before he leaves for a long ass time)... all the while I have to eat, sleep, drink, shit, wash clothes, clean my room, and be home by curfew. I don't have time to waste. I maybe have an hour of free time everyday and I usually spend it in my room alone to get away from my busy and people filled life. I'm on a set schedule of how my week plays out and I like it like that. However, I was raised to treat everyone the way I would want to be treated wether they treat me kind or not. So feel free to try and get some sort of reaction out of me but it will not work. I work with moody and rude humans most days  and then stubborn animals the other days. 😜 
14. My upstairs toilet is broken and it's really annoying to have to go downstairs in the middle of the night to go pee.
15. I'm exhausted and want to sleep but I'm waiting for bae to call because I love him
16. I'm like, 80% sure I have blood circulation problems in my feet. I think it's from riding and having to put my heels down but they are always cold and not just because it's winter.So I'm thankful for heating pads during winter and when I'm on my period 😂
17. I'm being very personally open in this blog and it's wonderful 😂
18. Trump is still our president-elect 
19. The Obama/Biden memes are the best things ever that you can read
20. My friends dad is a scientist/engineer thing and he wrote a biomechanic book and it has a section about saddle fit and body motion and Uma is in it!!! My beautiful/wonderful/sassy love is famous!! 
21. I still miss my Ums 😔
22. My trainer had to put down one of the barn dogs yesterday night. Her name was Sue. She was a wonderful old gal who had lived her life very sassy and stubborn and dangerously I might add. The amount of times that dog had alsmot been run over by standing in front of a moving(usually cantering) horse should become a record. It's going to be pretty weird not having Miss Sue around but  it was definitely her time to go. She was losing weight because she wasn't eating. My trainer tried everything she could. She took Sue to the vet, got her chiropractored, she fixed Sue crockpot food and everything else you could name, my trainer had tried. Now my trainer is disraught and it's heart wrenching because I don't know how to help. If anything I try to stay away because I know if Sue is brought up she will break down in tears because that's how I was after Uma died. Anyway. I hope Sue enjoys doggy heaven and hopefully she has the legs of her younger self so she can run around with all the other pups.

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