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So I started my senior year today. And if I see one more post that says "Its our last first day! So sad!" Im going to go full savage on everyone. It isn't your last first day. COLLEGE???! WHAT ABOUT WHEN YOU GET A JOB OR START YOUR FIRST DAY AS A MARRIED COUPLE OR A PARENT OR BLAHFOSBFIENDUAO???!

Anyway, after going out to the barn tonight it kind of hit me that Uma won't be apart of my senior year like I had always hoped. I always wanted to take my senior and graduation photos with her. I guess I could do it with Juliet but it wouldn't be the same.

I finally went out and bought a shadow box for Uma when I left the barn. It only took me 5 and a 1/2 months. I put her halter and her brushes in there. I'm going to add more items/pictures to it later on because it looks a little barren but for now it will be fine. I've avoided doing this because I feel as if I'm boxing what is left of her up and putting her away. I also still haven't gotten my bracelet made out of Uma's tail yet either which is what I have been looking forward during these past months. So yeah. 💔

I'm probably going to go to bed before I start crying because I've cried to much in the past 6 months and it is mentally and physically draining. I also start my first college class tomorrow and that is super hella early and I'm not a morning person. Might just go in PJs. Like I give negative amount of cares at this point. #senioritis 😬

Side Note: Sorry for the random sadness. 😣 And I'm crying. 😒😭 BLAH! GOSH! I miss my baby!

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