Passive Agressive

You know what the only freaking thing in my life that I can depend on is. A horse. That is so freaking sad that I can't even depend on people. I really don't like people.

Anyway. That's just another fun fact about me. I just get really angry, let it all out on thin air, and then I'm fine with people again. That's just how I work because I don't like upsetting people even if they upset me.

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I just saw a man watering his grass... like with a hose. Either he has nothing better to do with his life or I'm a lazy human who questions people based on how they water their grass.

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Hold Up

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